Live With The Lights On

Life has been an interesting journey lately. Since my husband and I split everything seems different. Surprisingly in good ways, but there is still an undercurrent of sadness. I am allowing it to come and go as it needs too. It is an interesting balance to not be swallowed by the feelings and the moment but to also allow myself the space to be where I need to be. The main thing I know to do is when I am feeling the tough feelings to remember to be an observer.
It's interesting as I see the world going through a Root Chakra issue, in many ways I am as well. There is a piece of me that is looking at life during certain moments from a survival mode. While that does not seem to be at the forefront, I know it is there. I am living in a lot of faith right now. There is an excitement to this that is exhilarating and a fear that ebbs and flows through this as well. I know the part of me that feels the excitement is my Observer, or my spirit. I know it is profoundly excited by my paying attention to its tugs and pulls. It is happy to have the chance to lead me to places that it wishes to go so that I reach a deeper level of love, meaning and joy in my life. It's all pretty amazing! I'm grateful to have the support I have in my life. My friends, family and my spiritual self that always reminds me to focus on the bigger picture and to use what appears to be a reality more as a spring board for what I want to be. This keeps me free and prevents me getting stuck. I have no doubt that I am on my way to wonderful things!
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