I am moving to San Diego soon and felt that this would be the perfect time to share with everyone my journey. It's been a long one so far, and a very exciting one.
My 'visions' of San Diego started over a year ago now and I was not sure why. While my logical mind didn't understand, my intuitive self understood. I agreed to be open minded and open hearted. I knew that if God wanted me somewhere, I wouldn't be able to avoid it.
But....as I sat, I began considering some of the logistics....my daughter Mya, I didn't want to move her 3000 miles away from her father. What would he say?
So, I did what any person would do....I asked him if he would consider going out there with us.
In the time since our divorce 8 years ago, we have managed to mend a lot of things and come together to co-parent Mya. He was hesitant but said yes. That was the green light I needed.
Now, here we are a year or so later and my house is about to sell and the three of us will be heading out in the coming months. We have Mya going to a school we love and I am actively looking for places for Mya and I to live.
One thing I was reminded of earlier today that must become my mantra is this; this is a part of the Divine Plan for us and therefore, all that we need will be provided for. I am a very motivated person who loves the work that I do and look forward to being in a place where my work can expand.
It's amazing to look around this house, where Mya and I have had such a life together. As much as I am ready to move on, I can't help but get nostalgic over the past 8 years and life we have lived here in this home. This is where I brought her home from the hospital and stayed up with her until the wee hours of the night. This is the house that was falling apart and then was renovated as I was doing my own internal renovations. This is the house where I started learning about dating again. This is the house that Mya and I made a home where our connection as mother and daughter blossomed into something so extraordinary.
It's amazing to think that I have come to a place where I am ready to let so much go and walk into a place of so many unknowns. And even more, it is amazing that I feel so secure in this decision to relocate and know that I am taking all of the love and lessons with me and leaving the rest behind.
Life is fascinating and so much easier when we don't have to carry around the burden of the past. It is incredible to feel free enough and safe enough in this world that I get on a core level that I am walking into my destiny and without the blessing of some people that I hold dear.
But I am at peace. My heart is at peace as I spread my wings.
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