I find that I am lighter, softer, freer and happier than I have ever been. I feel unlimited in way that is new to me. There are some beliefs I had been holding onto on such a deep level, I was not aware of them, until recently. As I shed the skin of years passed, I begin to feel more and more grateful for what is.
There are some things happening in my life right now that are stretching me out of my comfort zone. At the same time, they are the answers to a life's worth of prayers. I am finding that this stretching is the catalyst for many great things. Isn't it always?
One of the things I am leaving behind are a identities that I held on to for a long time, my whole life really. Identities that allowed me to feeling comfortable in the discomfort. Identities that created controlled chaos in my life. A chaos that seemed like white noise for so long, and then became deafening.
One of the things I love most about the work that I do is that I am always being called to practice what I teach. I notice that each and every person who comes to me has an aspect of me that I need to pay attention to. This can highlight my strengths or my weaknesses. Almost always, the person sitting in front of me or on the other end of the phone has a more grand version of me, but I have come to understand that this is so I can recognize it. If it didn't hit my radar screen, I couldn't acknowledge it. This is one of the many ways I feel always cared for and comforted by the Universe. I never question that there is this Force that loves me beyond measure and is always working on my behalf.
These days, my biggest work is to be joyful and love. To be joyful, love and turn the rest over.
Some would look at the current events in my life and want to pull the covers over there head. And thankfully, I leap out of bed in the morning ready for this adventure to continue.
Gratitude & Love are awake in me. They are the air that I breathe and every step that I take.
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